Rants

2011-08-22T22:47:00.003+08:00

Oh wow, how long has it been since my last blog post. Well, the only reason that I am in blogger is because of a module that I am taking that requires me to blog. This is why I logged in. Haha!

School just started, and there is already a lot of things to do. Shall not waste more time on this blog and move on to my work! Bye!!!

I can foresee that I will be blogging more often in the near future since I have to log into blogger.

2010-06-30T01:29:00.001+08:00

This may seem damn childish of me, but i absolutely have to take about 5 mins off my studying time to blog about this. The more I think about it, the angrier+pissed off I get.
Well, some of you may take different points in this issue, but I dont really care.

My maid used my hairband w/o my permission. And when i came home and saw her wearing it, she did not say anything about it. She could have said something like "i borrowed your hairband". But she said NOTHING at all.
I sort of GAVE her one of my hairband already (mind you, I bought it from Korea and its of GOOD quality that would not make your head hurts). And she actually used others!!!

The thing is that I have 3 of such hairbands that I bought from Korea. Blue, purple and yellow. I think there is actually more but I don't know where my sistet has stolen them to. Anyway, a few months back, my maid took the blue hairband from my cupboard and asked if I could give it to her cause she wanted to keep her fringe out of her face, so I said yes.

Then, a few weeks later, I saw the blue hairband in my cupboard (I do not usually look at that compartment of my cupboard) and one of the days I saw her wearing the purple one. So i was quite puzzled and asked her about it, but she just mumbled her answer and I couldn't be bothered to clarify it.
Then today, she wore the hairband that I bought fom far east plaza with Jyrm Minn and Yoke Ling, it costs $5 and its a NICE one (slightly thick with studs on it), those that is meant as an assesory rather than one that keeps your fringe up. Totally pissed me off when I saw it, but it would be so weird to scold her. So I just left it as it is. The best part is, in the later part of the day, I saw her wearing the BLUE hairband. WTH! I already gave her one, why must she take another one, and w/o my permission!!! Maybe she didn't know it was mine cause Michelle is always wearing it, but it would be even more WRONG because Sis has not been home at home for about 3 days, which means that it is more impossible to ask for her permission.

And also, I drank a cup of starwberry milk before I took a nap. I did not wash my cup, but put it near the sink. When I woke up, wanting to get water to drink, my cup was moved (to somewhere nearer to the fridge), but it was filled with ANTS and abit of milk was left inside. So I took the cup and showed her, and her answer was "I didn't know that it is milk". WHAT A LOUSY EXCUSE!!! I drank strawberry milk which is PINK! If i had drank normal milk, it wuld have been a better excuse because the colour is more invisible (as compared to the colour of my cup). And she didn't offer to wash the cup for me. TYVM.

I'm sorry if i sound like a total bitch to some of you, but friends who have been to my house would know that I treated my previous maid very well, and I (my family) would never ill-treat maids. But this current 'domestic helper' that I have is.........
She inefficient, fake (in the way she treats people), dirty(smelly), and she is rude to my grandma! That is the thing that I cannot tolerate the most!!!!!

Did I mention that she is super young??!?!? (shall not divulge her age here). And i don't want to scold her because our age gap is very close and I don't want her to feel inferior just because she is a maid. I wanted to take a 'heck-care' approach as long as she does her work properly, but she is apparantly not doing so!

Like I said, this may be a very stupid and childish reason to be angry at.

And I spent more than 5 mins on this. Haha.

Okay, back to Math now.

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2010-06-07T23:42:00.003+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog, anyway, who blogs nowadays. Haha. My other blog is pretty much dead as well.
Some updates in my life (again)..
Btw, have I ever mentioned that my purpose of having a blog is so that I'm able to read it again next time, maybe 3-4 years later....

Main things that happened since the previous post
1) Mothers' Day
2) Sis Birthday
3) RMG meeting (cannot really call it an outing since we did not go out)
4) Band Concert
5) Section outing
6) SCS Finals

Shall not mention much about mothers' day and sis's birthday. Well, to make it short, I had a wonderful time with my family <3

RMG Meeting
Had a superb time with the girls. Even though I see Carissa and Dawn in school almost everyday, but its just so different when all 4 of us just come together and spend time with each other. Went to J8 with Carissa after GP paper... wanted to buy KOI but the queue was crazy...
and we wanted to buy Tamagotchis! So after eating ice-cream, we went around to look for it.. but couldn't find any stores that have it....
We then went to the Toy'r'us at United Square. Still nothing...
Oh, but we found a store there that sells sweets (something like stickies). Can't remember the shop name though...
Met Dawn and Serangoon MRT, rented DVDs, bought snacks, walked to Carissa's house, waited for Serene to come. And Dawn locked Serene out of the room cause she was late... Haha
Then, we stalked people on Facebook. LOL. Dawn did not join in the fun though... XP
Ate dinner (it was super yummy). Played rock band for hours with just the guitar and the mic. Drum set was spoilt if not it would have been more fun!
Cam-whored.... And they sent me out to take a cab. Couldn't stay over cause band concert was the next day =((
Took many pictures while walking out..
Had a great time with them... I think the next time we will probably meet up like this again would be after A's.
and we haven't planned our trip!!!!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3

Band Concert
I screwed up my solo. GAHH. Whatever though....its over....
Well, it was fun though tiring. Repertoire had about 9 songs. We totally rocked the house during Japanese Graffiti =)
Practices before that ended pretty late so it was really tiring, plus there was a need to study for GP.
Came up with the moves for Jap graf together with Nazreen, Roslyn, Elaine, Xinyi, and some J1s.
Thanks to everyone that came to support me. Glen, Yiting, Matthias, Derek, Dawn, Serene, Carissa, Jyr Minn, Zhi Yi, An Qi, Yeok Ling, Clarence and Kovan.
Had a major cam-whoring session after we were dismissed in the band room.
Supper at Chomp Chomp with Yiting, Glen, Matthias and Derek after that. Missed them much. =)))

Section Outing
1 word. SUNBURNT!!!
I'm starting to peel.... yucks. Went to east coat park. Ate subway and cycled for 3 hours... It was raining at first but stopped after awhile....
Bused to suntec after that. Bought new socks and FBTs. And, I got myself a Tamagotchi!!! Haha.

SCS Finals
Had lunch with CZ, Ulysses, Rodney and Zheng Ting. The rest did not reply nor even turn up. Actually only Ulysses replied... Haha. And that 3 "gays" did not eat anything at all... Had a fun time crapping in BK.
Went to scape warehouse. Its this new building just next to Cineleisure. Nice place =)
Started cleaning chairs....yea...we cleaned the chairs. Then had a short briefing. Dinner time, but we went to buy drinks instead. Got dispatched into our different roles. I was the photographer for the day, used Yihua's camera. Fun, but tiring, my hands were aching... =(

The 4 finalists spoke, and it was great. I didn't dare to use flash cause they may get distracted...
The judges were really funny, haha. Felt as though it was Singapore Idol.

Jack and Rai is awesome!!!! Jack smiled at my camera!!! But the camera ran out of battery so I didn't manage to get that shot at first. So, I ran out to find the camera case which had the extra battery. When I resumed, he smiled at my camera, AGAIN! So after taking the picture, I smiled and nodded at him to thank him, and he smiled back!!! Gosh, I'm such a fan-girl. Then I ran (sort of) to where CZ and the rest were at the back of the auditorium and showed them the pictures... Haha. I was damn high at that time. But one disturbing fact is that because Jack and Rai were performers and the main show were on the contestants, everyone went to the toilet during their performances. Sighs... they must have felt so...... I don't know how to describe it.

Prize presentation after that, thanked all the sponsors, organizers, etc.
CZ got the Ambassador of the year award. =)))))
Then at the end when they were thanking the ambassadors, the audience started to leave.... totally WTH la... no etiquette at all... sheesh. Took a group picture together with everyone...then went back to my job of taking pictures of others. Hope the last few pictures turn out well because my hands were really tired. Luckily there was another photographer from *scape who is more professional, and another guy (who was a contestant) that brought his DSLR. Hope that the pictures get uploaded soon!!!!

Didn't manage to get a shot with Jack and Rai. Totally forgot about it because it was kinda chaotic. =((((
Wonder if there is another chance that I'll get to see them... I think I'm going to buy their album! SUPPORT LOCAL TALENTS!!!

SCS party this coming Saturday. Guess it would be the last time that all of us come together. Though I don't know a lot of people, but at least I got to know some new friends. Haha.

Oh wells, its the June Holidays. Everything is coming to an end, or have already ended. Band, SCS.... Going to miss it a lot. Going to concentrate on my studies from now on.
GANBATTE!!!!

Btw, pictures are in Facebook. I'm lazy to upload it here. kekeke

2010-05-03T22:54:00.003+08:00

List of things that happened during the last 3 weekends:
1) Mayday Concert (17th Apr)
Forgot to blog about it, but it was great! We were so high throughout the concert. Too bad we were quite far away from them. But still manage to get some good shots. Mayday rocks!!! Even though not all of them are handsome, but they are really great with their music!!! This is why they can still be in the industry after like what..10 years? Haha. It rained when we met to have lunch/dinner. Luckily the rain stopped, but it delayed the concert as some of the equipments were spoiled. The transformer was damn cool. Too bad it could not move totally as the rain spoilt it. =(

2) GuZheng Concert (24 Apr)
Wore heels. Bad idea. My legs were hurting so badly when I was barely out of the house for less than an hour. Studied with Jyrminn and then decided to walk around to buy myself a new pair of shoes. Could not find a nice one so ended up walking even more. Sighs...
We were studying at centerpoint. Ended up buying my shoes/sandals at orchard ion. That's just a gauge of how much we walked. Not including walking INSIDE almost all the shopping centers along the way. Haha.

First time at a Chinese Orchestra concert. Was not that bad, just that I didn't really know how to appreciate it. Actually went there to support Dawn and Carissa who only played one song. Nonetheless, it was worth it. Haha. Supported Yeok Ling too! She practically played throughout the whole concert la. GREAT JOB! But I cannot really say the same for Dawn and Carissa cause they cheated my feelings~~~ But still, good job at 'faking'. Haha!

Something weird happened that week that made me feel so uncomfortable. *shudders*

3) Zuno's Showcase (1st May)
This is like the BEST among the three. Well, obviously. Haha. Will spam pictures maybe some other time (blogger is so not a place to spam pictures...).
Took a cab to Resorts World with Lee Keat, Jianing, and XinYee. Helped Dawn with some stuff. Enjoyed the showcase tremendously.

Lee Keat and I were damn biased towards Zuno. Haha.
The thing is that because more than 3/4 of the people were there because of his yonger brother, Junsu (from DBSK). So when they were showing a video, and Junsu appeared, the fans screamed like crazy. Even though there were some screams for Zuno in the front part as well, but it difference was really huge. =(
(Kinda like the case during Mayday's concert when everyone screamed for Ah Shin and not the others).

So when the video showed Zuno again, LK and I screamed. And once it turned to Junsu and the REST of the crowded screamed, we shut our mouths immediately, and burst into laughter. HAHAHAHA! It happened quite a few times so it was really funny.

Zuno was really awesome. His dance, singing, looks, height (he is DAMN TALL), EVERYTHING. But then again, he is new in the industry and definitely have room for improvement. Just hope that he will continue being humble like he is (and like what xinmsn said in their heading for the vid) and not become some snob freak when he is more famous. (Just saying in general)

He is officially added onto my list of favorite k-pop artistes. Oh wait, he was already on it a long time ago (ever since I knew that Junsu had a older brother). Haha!!!

I'm not going to blog about EVERYTHING here. Privacy needed and respected. =)

Just don't be scared if anything happens k? We love you and will protect you!!!

And the rest was pretty much the same things that happen everyday = School. Just that it has been pretty weird~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-04-11T21:53:00.003+08:00

Busy week for me, but I gave up on Thursday by not going to school. Oh wells.

Had loads of fun yesterday.

SCS Roadshow + SGKave BBQ

Made many new friends =))))

Anyway, my main aim of uploading my blog today is because of this.Just ignore the WII remote that it's holding.

Looks familiar? Well, those who have watched Nodame will definitely know this character. Haha. I was watching the first episode of We Got Married (Jo Kwon & Ga-in) just now. Love that show so much man....

So I thought to myself that the character looks very familiar. So I went youtube to double check, and YES! IT'S THE SAME MONGOOSE FROM NODAME!!!

This is in the drama. I could not find the one in the movie (the celebration that she was daydreaming about)

And also, I came across this

Those who watched Nodame would recognize the "characters" as well as the voice. Haha!
KAWAII!!!!!

I think this Mongoose is going to be my fav character other than Domo-Kun.

Oh! And I also finished watching Down With Love 就想赖着你. It was soooooooo sweet. I think I'm going to smile to myself for the next few days. hehe. =)))))

2010-03-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

Been so busy these few days. Yet, I don't feel that I've achieved anything. After all, I still have tons of homework not done.

1) Math tutorial 14b
2) Math tutorial 15
3) Math tutorial 16a
4) Physics tutorial [e-magnetism]
5) Econs essay (holiday assignment)
6) Econs essay (tutorial assignment)
and the list is never ending.

Have not even started studying for my J1 topics yet. Wonder how am I going to catch up. Sighs

Well, I think that there are certain things that we have to give up in life. You can't have the best of both worlds (though that Miley Cyrus song says so).

By the way, I had food poisoning last week. It was the worst experience EVER.
I went home on Tuesday after a full day of being out (tuition, movie, band...). Stomach was churning and felt nauseous while YT dad sent me home. Went home, diarrhea. And that whole night, I went to the toilet once every hour (on average). So technically, I didn't sleep at all. Vomited twice. This continued till about Friday and I was basically "sleeping" the entire day, only waking up to shit/vomit.

I only fully recovered on Saturday because the medicine that I took made me vomit (on thurs and fri). And I had to have tuition on Thursday so they came over to my place. Had to endure 2 hours of sitting there and trying to concentrate. Luckily my tutor was a nice person and understood how much discomfort I was in.

Conclusion - Wasted the whole of my holidays.

Like seriously man, having food poisoning is the worst thing that can ever happen. I would rather have a fever/cold/flu/sore throat ten times than get food poisoning/stomach flu once.

The hours that I have been on the computer is becoming lesser, which is good. I don't think I'll mind being a full time mugger/geek for the rest of the year. Well, there are only about 9 months left? Haha. Time really flies....

Went to watch Nodame Cantabile (the movie) with Jyrms just now before tuition. It was great! Made me feel proud to be part of band. It also made me feel that I should practice even harder for the concerts that are coming up.

SMSS Band Concert: Limelight Series
Esplanade Concert Hall
7th April

Have to practice really hard for this because I don't wish to pull the band's reputation down. Only had a few practices and there are only left with 5 more before the concert. Feel so unprepared. Though the alumni are playing 2 simple pieces, but we will be playing 3 pieces that will be combined with the main band (sec 4s). Have to set a good example to the Juniors. Plus, its ESPLANADE. How many chances in a lifetime are you able to perform in esplanade????

NYJC Band Concert
Victorial Concert Hall
28th May

Though its still quite some time away, but some of the pieces are really challenging. I'm kinda the worst player in my section so I have to practice more to match the standards of my section as well as the band. Have to train up my stamina as well because the repertoire is quite heavy.

There are still so many shows that I have yet to watch. But this can wait.
There are still so many things that I want to do. But this can wait.

Just wait. Wait for 9 more months. Use this 9 months wisely and do not waste too much time on leisure. Occasional breaks are acceptable but not too often. You don't want to disappoint yourself or the people around you. Just wait. Just wait and bear with it. Just believe that it is possible. Look to God when you feel helpless and feel like giving up, for He will give you the strength to go on.

2010-03-13T00:39:00.001+08:00

I think I'm a very emotional person when ot comes to family. Maybe its because i've experienced some things that not all have experience before, thats why I value my family more than anything else.

Well, something just happened, and within a short span of about 30 mins made me think a lot. It just started when my maid poked her head in through the door when i was brushing my teeth, asking me "is it grandma's birthday tomorrow? (as in saturday because we are not sleeping yet)"

I was shocked. Like...I've been living with my grandma for so many years and yet I don't remember her birthday. Well, I have to blame it partially on the lunar calender because it keeps changing and so I never knew when are we celebrating her Chinese/Western calender birthday. Then again, its not an excuse for me.

Because my mum Is in Taiwan and will only be back in the evening, so I called my aunt to comfirm. Well, she didn't really give me a 100% comfirmation so I texted my two cousins who are the closest to my grandma. One wasn't very sure either. And luckily another one called me and gave me a 100% comfirmation that its on Sunday. PHEW.

Can you believe that I actually cried because of this small matter? Because I couldn't remember when my grandma's birthday is. I didn't even cry when I got my chinese results. This may make me seem like a crybaby, but those who know me would know that I'm not one. I think even my best friends like Carissa,Dawn, and Serene have never ever seen me cry before (maybe once or twice only, definitely less than 5 times).

And yes, as I'm typing this post now, I'm tearing. But I don't know why. Haha.

Well, to end off, my grandma is a very special person to me. I absolutely cannot imagine my life without her. She has gone through a lot that not an ordinary woman has gone through. With a useless husband and son, I always feel sorry for her. But she is always standing strong. Even the cancer 6 years ago didn't bring her down. I want to protect her. Protect her from those complains that have NOTHING to do with her AT ALL. Yet, she has to put up with all those nonsense. And, the most I can only do to help her is not to make her angry or add on to her worries.
I'm not ashamed to say this, but my grandma still helps me to take fish (as in remove the bones) and help me rub my stomach with medicated oil when I'm not well.

Com'on people, be jelous of me. Haha.

I LOVE MY GRANDMA!!!! And happy birthday to her!
AH MA WO AI NI!!!!!!

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2010-03-08T00:03:00.005+08:00

I'm disappointed with my Chinese results. I thought I could have done better. After all, Chinese is supposedly one of my 'better' subjects.

I wish I could say that I was being complacent and did not study for it at all so hence the poor results. But I can't. I actually did prepare for Chinese.

This just proves one thing. That I have to work harder than everyone else because I'm not like some others who are smarter that can get good results without slogging their guts out. Then again, I haven't really slogged my guts out so I can't really say anything constructive.

Thanks to all those who comforted me, or tried to comfort me. Thanks for not probing (for some) and for just saying comforting words, and even a hug =)

I'm kinda over it already, but don't know why I'm still feeling rather emo-ing while typing this post. Doubt I'll retake it because its just going to waste my time.

2010-02-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

A really random post but I found these really cute pictures of my dearest cousin,Roy. He's 5 years old this year...and so capable of coming up with different poses in front of the camera. Haha. Love him loads!!!!
Can't wait to see him on Sat.

Anyway, Chinese New Year has been coming, and so is Valentine's Day.

So, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

It has been a long time since I've seen you smile...

2010-02-01T22:13:00.004+08:00

Okay. I ALMOST forgot about my blog. Haha.
Anyway, went for FTI fanmeet at st.james dragonfly. Awesome place!
Bought some gifts for them and wrapped them up nicely. Quite...haha

Anyway, there were ALOT of people. When we reached, we were one of the last few in the queue. As a results, we didn't get really good places to see them. Well, luckily we shared a "place" with this two really nice girls.

Here are some pictures that I took of them. All so handsome! Haha. Too bad not a lot of pictures of MinHwan because he was sitting at the back where it was too dark =((((

We got a chance to go up stage to shake hands with them. Randomly chosen of course. LK and I got Seung Hyun whereas Dawn got Min Hwan =(((((
But its okay. I still love all of them.

When the handshaking thing was gg on, apparently the place was QUITE quiet. Then we decided to shout Jae Jin because of Dawn. Haha. AND, he looked towards our direction!!!! Should have shouted Min Hwan too.

So, when I went up stage, I was stopped by a security guard. Imagine a guy, wearing a suit, like those bouncers that you usually see on TV. He stopped me, and obviously because I'm so small (SHORT to be exact), I was shocked. He said that its to wait for the crowd before me to go off first. I was stunned la. My mind went BLANK instantly. And there was this 2 ladies at the side who kept asking me to go forward (to facilitate the movement), but the guard was standing right in front of me. Like wth... I think for about 3 seconds later, then the girls asked me to go again, but my mind was blanked la!
Me: huh? So do I go?
Girls: yes... (it was a good thing that they were not THAT rude. Well, they were just doing their job)
So I walked up, feeling super blur, looking for Seung Hyun because my mind was really blanked. So there was this 2 girls (different people) who directed me to him and I shook him hand and "bowed" and just went off. Mind still blanked. I didn't even take the chance to see the him nor the rest of them properly la! I bet all of them must be laughing at my stupidity or rather blurness. xP

If you cannot imagine what I just mentioned. Its okay. Its pretty confusing for me to.

and Dawn, Minhwan's arms are muscular because he's a drummer!

Anyway, we waited outside for their van to come out and took a few pictures while waiting. Haha. Apparantly we were waiting at the wrong side so when we heard all the screams, we walked (no, we did NOT run) to the other side. The sight was...OMG. Anw, we waited where the van would turn out so our view was pretty good. I waved to the first van before theirs because all their crew were in that van. I was just being friendly...but, no one waved back -.-

Then, their van drove past!!!! We waved to them, and some of them waved back. It was too dark and I couldn't see properly who is who. But Dawn said Seunghyun saw us (or rather her) and waved back....haha.

Oh wells, I think I have to get more used to crowed and not be so lost at such times because I missed out a lot.

Nonetheless, it was still a great experience to hear them perform live. =))))))))))))

Thanks Dawn, and also Lee Keat for making the day so enjoyable!

2010-01-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

I really want to thank God for everything that is happening to me.
Well, this week I'm supposed to have a packed week with meetings/events after school

Initially,
Monday - SCS meeting
Tuesday - kpop stuff
Wed - Band Prac
Thurs - phy tuition
Fri - SL project + FTI
Sat - FTI

Apparently, we were told that band practice is canceled on Wednesday. So, tuition moved forward to Wednesday. Hence, Thursday is free.
And also, was told that the SL project has been postponed to next Friday instead of this. Super good news to me because I was still thinking of how to rush from AMK pri school to IMM from 6pm - 7.30pm and having to include going home to bathe+change.

Well, all I can say that it must be God helping me to do such stuff. Too much of a coincidence for so many "good" things to be happening. =)

2010-01-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

Okay. Lacking of posts...
Well, this year is going to be really busy for me. Main reason is because of the BIG A.
Though I'm not exactly feeling the stress from studies YET (though it will come almost soon enough after they give out block test results).
Should really start doing consistent work instead of pushing everything to the last minute like I always do. So many things to do. Just hope that I'm able to manage my time well...

1) SCS
2) NYJC Band
3) SMSB Band

all these will probably take up all my time all the way till May....

2010-01-01T23:14:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

In a blink of an eye, it's 2010 already. Guess we are going to try to adapt to write 10 instead of 09 on our papers already. Haha.

2009 has been a good year for me (sort of). Though there are many ups and downs, sadly more of downs than ups, it has been a exciting year mainly because of the new school and environment.

Met many new friends in this year. Classmates and Band mates. Really want to thank all of you for making my life in JC fun (or at least not boring)!

(in no particular order)
Classmates - Xin Yi, Geraldine, Jyr Minn, Zhi Yi, Christabel, Wei Jie, Jun Feng, Clarence, Jia Hui, Ye Qi, Yeok Ling, An Qi, Jackson, Chun Kit, TK [i'm not naming all and you should know why]
Band Mates - Elaine, Roslyn, Xin Yi, Alice, Yili, Dan Hui, Felicia, Josiah

If not for you, I don't know how I can survive in band/class. Well, those that know me should know that I can get easy angrily (but do not show it) and would need someone to rant to. So thanks for being there when I need to rant.

Of course, not forgetting my group best friends, CARISSA, DAWN AND SERENE!
Really glad that we are still friends even after secondary school. Not that we never met each other (I still see Dawn and Carissa almost everyday), but it's always great whenever we have our royal-moo outings and still can have loads of fun and laughter together. Things are going to be very busy and tough for us this year and we may not have that much time to meet up often, but I still will love all of you the same. Overseas after A levels!!!

And also YITING and GLEN
Things got a little difficult for us this year end. But I'm glad that 'we' pulled through it and still manage to stay close to each other. Outings with the both of you has always been fun albeit tiring (trying to be the mediator). Haha. Thanks Glen for your gentleman-ism and brotherly-ness. Thanks Yiting for your caring-ness and sisterly-ness. =))

~~Last~~ but not the least, my FAMILY.
Not that they are going to read this, but family is seriously very important to me. Though I'm always in the room in front of the computer, I really like being at home and at the company of my family members. Thanks to all of you whom have show endless care and concern towards me. Though its sometimes irritating when they still treat me like a little kid because I'm the youngest. Then again, there are times when you don't feel like growing up and enjoy being pampered (though only my daddy does that). Though Sis is always not at home and we would argue almost everytime I see her, I still love her because she is afterall still my sister. Guess it's a love-hate kind of thing (everyone has that with their siblings).

(Missing a picture with my another aunt)

And the most important of all. God.
I would like to thank God for all the grace and love that he has given me thoughout the year. Though I may have back-slided a little (not attending church and all), I still love and trust God a lot. Because I know that he would be always there for me and would never leave me. In times when I prayed very hard (for various reasons), I can feel his presence comforting me. Sometimes when things don't turn out right, its good enough to have felt that comfort.

Once again, Happy New Year!!!
I guess this year would all be about A Levels, A Levels, and more A Levels (though I'm not even sure if I can make it there or not)
Oh, also of course, the LEGAL age. Haha. Legal to drink and drive. Not simultaneously of course... Ah..... You get my point....

New Year Resolutions? I have never made them so maybe I should....
1) Lose Weight (HAHA)
2) Grow Taller (But seriously, this is something that I cannot control)
3) Be more hardworking. SLOTH IS A SIN! Cut down on procrastination.
4) Be more on time (cut down on cab-taking...) <-I don't think anyone would believe this...
5) Save money (I'm starting already!!!)

Oh, and I receive a message (or rather a reply) that made me smile. Haha. Or maybe I'm just thinking too much............

2009-12-31T18:45:00.003+08:00

Just finished watching you're beautiful!!! Though some people have already finished watching it long time ago......
Since most (or not really) my friends have already watched, shall not say more about the storyline.

Tae Kyung, On Yu and Shin Woo are in search of a new member for their idol group, A.N.JELL. However, Mi Nam suffers an injury at the last moment. So Mi Nyu, his twin sister, is asked to step in for her brother. The rest of the drama follows the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group.

- Extracted from DramaWiki
For those who have not watched it, do so if you have the time.
Love the casts. I bet everyone does.

Jang Geun Seok (Tae Kyung), Park Shin Hye (Mi Nyu/Mi Nam), Lee Hong Ki (Jeremy), and Jung Yong Hwa (Shin Woo). <3>I just had to post this up. Sorry, but this picture is way too cute!!! Love his smile. Haha. Of course, Hong Ki's smile is very cute too!
(Picture Source)

Oh, and I realize that UEE is not that dis-likable after all. But I still think that she should just stick to acting. Haha.

Have I mentioned that I don't like watching dramas sometimes? Especially after I finished watching them. Not that I HATE the drama, I actually love it a lot (which is why I watch it right...)
But some things that happen in the show can just make you feel so... ... empty. Of course I know that it's not real, or would not be real. Well, the chances of dramas happening in real life is very slim.
The 'empty' part comes because there are just so many sweet moments that you wish could happen but do not. Well, not with the main lead (of course), but with someone that you actually know or like for that matter of fact.
Luckily this show did not have EXTREMELY sweet moments though Shin Woo IS very sweet.

Then again, it's okay to be a fangirl =))

Shall not add any spoilers for any of you. Haha.

Dramas on my list
1. Hai Pai Tian Xin
2. Liar Game

There are many many many more, but I think those can wait for one more year while I concentrate on my studies (or at least try too).

JGS! <3<3<3
I think an attractive/charming/cute smile is very important. Especially if its a guy. He doesn't have to be very handsome, but his smile must be. Haha =)))

2009-12-14T02:08:00.001+08:00

Okay. My blog has seriously been lack of updates. Been so busy with band and stuff. Haven't even started on revising for block test (though I cannot really blame band).
Sighs. Must really start.

GLADYS SIN! DO YOU WANT TO FAIL YOUR TESTS/EXAMS AGAIN?! DO YOU WANT TO BE DEPRESSED AND SAD OVER YOUR RESULTS AND REGRET NOT STUDYING FOR IT!!! IF YOU DON'T THEN STOP PROCRASTINATING AND GET CRACKING!!!!
Better work hard this time round and prove your ability. Do not let anyone especially yourself to look down on you! Show them you.can.do.it! Won't have to spend another year in JC. Imagine, after As next year, going overseas with RMG, learning driving, working for the first time in your live, finally get to have a loooonnngg break after studying so much. Must work towards all these!!! Start working Gladys Sin, START STUDYING!!!!

Okay. That was just a personal reminder+wake up call for myself. Just hope that whenever I see that I'm motivated to work. I seriously need someone to push me. I've haven't started on anything at all. So dead, so screwed. But no matter how many times I say this to myself, I end up not doing anything...again. SHIT!

Anyways, MAJOR update about my life... (beware. this is going to be long)
1. Dawn's Birthday Dinner

More pictures on Facebook. Actually, it's not that many. Haha. More pictures taken were pictures of food. =)
Dinner at Golden Peony was great. Had a fun time. I felt that the presents that we gave was awesome too right??? Haha.
2. Band Dinner

Wasn't planning on going actually because had plans for a short trip. But then, it didn't happen so went for band dinner instead. No REGRETS! Haha. Have an awesome time, mostly cam whoring with the babes. Haha. Band would be so different without the few of you. Xin Yi, Elaine, Roslyn, Alice, and Yili! Love all of you to the bits. =)))

And again, more pictures on facebook.

3. Singapore Flyer with RMG

First time taking the SG flyer. Quite fun. But it gets boring after quite a while...the whole ride is 30 mins long 0.o
Wrote on the 'white balls' that would be put on the Singapore river. Haha. We wrote on 3 of them!!! Supposed to write wishes...but look what we wrote. All thanks the Dawn which started with TVQX, then continued by Carissa. I added Big Bang FTW in there for fun. Haha. The other two balls had pretty much the same thing except one that says "I wish that XXX will disband". HAHA!
We actually watched New Moon before that. And like what all girls who have watched the movie will definitely say "JACOB BLACK IS H.O.T". <3<3<3
Serene and I are on Team Jacob, Carissa and Dawn are on Team BOTH........long story......
Played pool+arcade after dinner at P (the sailor man. I can't spell his name). Dawn and I were completely trashed by the other 2 supposedly noobs...
Example: When they were left with 2 balls (excluding the black one), we had only 2 balls in. AND, those were hit in by the opponents.
But.....we won the 2nd round thereafter we came with a conclusion that solid balls have good 'feng shui'.

(to be continued)
PS: the reason that I'm staying up late blogging is because I'm waiting for a drama to be uploaded, supposedly at 1am, but it's 2am now and it's not up. So I'm going to sleep. Still have band tomorrow at 9am followed by concert. So going to be shagged the whole day. Good thing is that I'm going for Sakae Buffet!

[edit]
WTF! After I click post, the vid is uploaded. OMG!!!!!!!

2009-11-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

Went to some korean restaurant after school today with Jyrms. Food there was awesome though I'm not excatly a very big fan of korean FOOD. I'm a BIG fan of K-Pop though.

Haha. I still prefer Jap food. But having eating Korean food for one whole week in March do make me miss it a litte.

The portions were really big. Could'nt really finish it. Spent quite some time there. The good thing was that they were showing performances of the various music shows eg. Music Bank, Inkigayo, etc. So it was kinda entertaining for Jyrms and I.

Ja Jang Myun (?) that I ordered. First time eating it. Quite okay I guess. I preferred the rice.

KIMCHI PANCAKES!!! Though I don't really like Kimchi but these are gooooood.

Chicken Rice. I don't know the 'korean' name for it. It's spicy cause of the paste but it's nice =)

And these are all the side dishes that we had. I love the 'ikan bilis'. Have no idea what they call it in Korean. It's really nice. I can seriously survive with plain rice and this. And maybe some bean paste. Haha.

So, does this make you hungry???

2009-11-13T03:10:00.002+08:00

PW.IS.FINALLY.OVER!!!
Yes. Nothing can describe how 'free' I feel now.

I'm not afraid of saying this because EVERYONE already knows how I feel but I just don't want to say certain things to strain anything.
Gah. Since everyone already know then I might as well not say anything. HAHA.

Don't think they'll read my blog anyways. Oh wells. I know it myself can already =))))))))

I kinda screwed up my Q&A. But who cares. I'm hoping for a B considering the fact that our WR and my I&R is pretty screwed too...

Sis still owes me the Hokkaido buffet. I have been wanting to eat Sashimi since ....... I don't know when....

I'm getting fatter. Need to go running/swimming soon. Actually, I prefer swimming more but cannot feel that it is as effective as running cause no sweat. HAHA!

Anyways, please read my another blog at www.dysin.wordpress.com

I kinda figured out that wordpress is nice to use. Should I move there??? hmmmm

2009-11-03T15:55:00.003+08:00

Sheesh. Have been feeling really lazy these few days+weeks. Can't seem to get myself to do anything especially waking up in the morning for school.

Anyways, I have a new blog at http://dysin.wordpress.com

And no, I'm not moving there. Just go to the about section and read to know more. I lazy to type out here again.

It's not fully done up yet because wordpress is just so unfamiliar to me.

Uncertainty

2009-10-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

Just like the title. Life is seriously filled with uncertainty...
I actually kinda anticipated this considering the fact that I didn't really put my 100% into it. I actually never ever put my 100% into anything at all before I guess.

Thanks to D, C and J for comforting.
Just hope that things would turn out better than I thought it would be.
I know that I'm being really pessimistic here but it's inevitable.
Why did I even choose this path in the first palce. Sighs.
Too late for regrets...

Please do not ask me anything about this post. Thank you very much.

Shall not care about anything till the 16Nov.

Sick

2009-10-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

Feeling really uncomfortable with a blocked nose (at least it stopped running), a throbbing headache and an irritating throat.
Culprit: fried hokkien mee, char kway teow, oyster omlette (aka oh lua), carrot cake, satay, chicken drumstick (1 only though) from chomp chomp.

Guess my immune system is not as good as it was before yea??

Well, didn't want to stay at home and feel more sick so i went for a run yesterday hoping that i'll feel better and it was only due to too much staying at home. Bad Idea. I had to stop after i round because the new shoes were cutting my leg (as in puo pi) and after I stopped, i felt like dying. Honest. No joke. Plus, I didn't have my phone with me so if I had really collapsed out there at a park that no one knows me, I don't know what will happen to me. Exagerating as it may seem, but that wad the only thing going through my mind. So, i had to limp home walking at 1m/min to get my composure back. I'm glad I made it home alive.

Went out today again to meet YT at her school. Wad feeling okay in the morning but it got worse. Slacked at coffee bean at AMK while waiting for Glen. Wated hauendae. Really great show. Had dinner, well, not excatly for me. Glen finally chanhed his hairstyle after like 722739383 years.. Haha

Not bad huh...

:))))

This shall be my best friend for the next few days.

Bye world!!!
I've yet to post pictures of my birthday...
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

2009-10-11T22:25:00.004+08:00

Yes, my blog is rotting.
Haven't uploaded pics from my birthday though it's just the normal birthday celebration pictures you'll see i.e cutting cake, taking pictures with those present, and ah ma giving red packet ;)

Well, had a really simple and heart-warming (literally) celebration with my family + relatives.
Sis came back to prepare a steamboat dinner for me.
Invited Ryan and Yibin over. Thanks for coming =)

As she bought too much food, had a second round the next day with my grand-uncle and my cousins. Baobei is getting more irritating and annoying but I still love him nonetheless.

Promos is almost over. Just not YET. Tuesday is the last paper.
I really lack of determination.
Going to start a "program" after promos. Just hope I stick to it.

Going to become so fat after promos. Haven't been weighing myself lately and not to say exercise.

Hokkaido Buffet with Sis - Yes, even after you got me the steamboat, I still want a treat.
Korean BBQ with Jyrms - ECP!
Thai Express with Xin Yi - SPICY!!!
Outing with YT and Glen - I bet we are going to eat a lot like we always do.

And from Tuesday (after my physics paper) till Sunday, I'm just going to pig out at home, sleep, watch dramas, eat, go out shopping, sleep, celebrate birthdays, eat, facial, sleep, spam sims 3, eat, pets society, sleep ... oh, you get my drift.
I'm so in need of clothes because I keep wearing the same things. And my complexion(?) is seriously 'CUI'.

As for now, back to Econs which I've yet to really start one. Realized that case study is actually more difficult than essay.

Btw, I need to change my blogskin.

2009-10-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

Long time since I've posted. This is not going to be a long one anyway.

Guess I'm going to fail Econs and Geog tomorrow.
Studied Econs but cannot remember anything about it.
Geog just simply sucks.

Will be back after promos (last paper on the 13th)

oh, btw, hi egg!

Bye all.

2009-09-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

Something weird happened today that I cannot comprehend.
Maybe it's just the way it is.

Figured out that it is possible to feel 'emo' for absolutely no reason at all.
Maybe I was just tired of opening my mouth to speak.

It happened in the library before geog when I was doing my work and the rest was talking and laughing away, well, i laughed along too and carried on with my work. Then all of a sudden I felt very "sian" and just kept quiet. Didn't feel like talking at all. Just ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

My apologies to those that got worried.

It got better later in the evening but still didn't feel like talking.
Maybe I'm having mood swings. This is scary, but at least I'm aware of it.

Took a train home and got a double choc frappe. I think chocolate really helps cheer someone up.
Maybe it's just psychological.

Went to meet mummy, bought large fries and finished it.
FAT!

My ear is seriously irritating me.
Shall go see a doctor tomorrow since mummy has half day off in the afternoon.
Oh, and a haircut too.

Wanted to get one today because I heard from somewhere that a change in hairstyle will change your mood. However, I wanted to wait for Mr.CY and go with him during the weekends but we don't have a common free timing so shall go ahead with it tomorrow. So let's just see how it goes ... ...

I'm using too many 'maybe-s'.
I'm not making any sense.
Life sucks,
and so do you.

(I'm not referring to anyone in particular here. Just felt like saying it)

2009-09-14T00:10:00.002+08:00

I don't know what I can do to make you feel comforted.
I guess it just takes time,
though it would not heal completely.
Be strong my dear.

Just want to let you know that you are not alone.
Just want to let you know that I'll always be here even though it is far from what you have lost.
Be strong my dear.

Even though I know it's a facade, I still hope to see that smile on your face.
It's difficult in such a time I know.
Yet again, I don't.
I won't know how are you feeling now, I just want to stay by you whenever you need me.

Be strong my dear,
I love you.

2009-09-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

I think there is seriously something wrong with me this week.
I took the wrong train. TWICE. Not at the same stations of course.

Plus, just now when i went to popular to get my pen refill, i felt so lost there. Maybe it's the new environment that is getting in to me. Seriously, who can feel lost in popular. Well, not only IN popular itself, but when walking to popular. Maybe the mall had too make people. It felt like everything is moving so quickly and you are not able to process things fast enough. I think the only 2 possible reasons is that
1) my eyesight is crappy (or rather my contacts)
2) my brain is slow.

I highly think that it's the latter. geez

this week was chiong-ing math week although I didn't really complete much except to finish up tut 10a and 10b and tuition homework. Sighs...why is my productivity decreasing!

Shall aim to finish up econ essay and geog essay on Sunday.

If the weather permits, shall go swim 10 laps.

need.to.lose.weight

2009-09-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

The girls spent 3D2N over at my place.
Had lots of fun.
Studying, gaming, cam whoring, snacking....
Pictures up in facebook.
I personally like this the best.
<333

2009-09-07T00:04:00.001+08:00

Man killed because he didn’t know Nobody

We all know that the hit song, Nobody by the Wonder Girls is a global phenomenon. But no one would have expected this. A man in the Philippines was apparently stabbed in the stomach and hit in the head till he was almost dead because he didn't know the song, Nobody.

His name was Leo Santos, 28, and he was killed by 4 men from Tondo, Manila. The knife used was even left in the guy's body and the whole murder was because he doesn't know the song 'Nobody' by Wonder Girls.

Santos, an electrician from Mahomas Compound, Tondo, Manila was stabbed 2 times in the stomach and hit to death on 26th August. He died last Thursday at the Memorial Medical Center after succumbing to his fatal injuries..

The Manila Police District-Homicide Section are now looking for the suspects Jansen Maglanque, Jonar Balagtas, Rodolfo Aguas and Joseph (alias) for alleged murder.

According to information released by the investigation team, Leo Santos was walking along the Corregidor Street around 2am when Joseph was singing Nobody by Wonder Girls. Leo asked him, "What are you singing?"

The suspect Joseph got irritated because Leo doesn't know the song he was singing. Joseph then punched Leo in the face and the other suspects joined in beating Leo to death. One of the suspects (the news didn't say who) even stabbed Leo in the stomach 2 times before all of them ran away.

The family didn't report the case immediately, only choosing to make a police report yesterday afternoon because the family decided that taking care of Leo's hospital issues and funeral arrangement were much more important.

Came across this when was looking around www.allkpop.com
Really freaky isn't it?

too overrated.

2009-09-06T02:10:00.001+08:00

This post is to show-off. HAHA. Just kidding though some of you may actually think that way.
Well, on the second day that I moved house, i received a present.

HAHA. BYE BYE OLD PHONE!!!!

Moving House Part 2

2009-09-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

Alright, so here is the second installment of what happened during my house moval last week.
Once again, image heavy. The pictures are a little messy so just bear with it.

Surprise visitor!!! okay..it wasn't really a surprise

Disgusting boy. suck toe....

Sexy no???

Niece 1 -> Destiny. Totally digg this picture. She's just too adorable.
baby goofy!!!

Niece 2 -> Charis. I love her more than i love destiny because she is just soo cute and well behaved.

Okay, I know that there are not really alot of pictures of my new house with everything because not everything is done up yet. Here are the pictures that I took before we moved in (after the renovations of course)

So? Nice???
Love my new house except that it's really inconvenient. Have I mentioned it before???

Would probably upload more pictures of the more done up house and especially MY works. Actually, it's IKEA's work just that I assembled them.
I actually put together a side table (those with drawers), 2 shoe cabinets, and one bookshelf. Clap Clap Clap!!!!

I guess I still stick to blogger. Uploading pictures this way is much fast. First to picasaweb then just copy and paste the image src to my blog.

Moving House Part 1

2009-08-29T13:29:00.002+08:00

Warning: This post is going to be picture heavy.

Basically what happened in my life this week plus the previous week was that i was busy moving house.
So here's part 1 of the process of moving which is at my previous place.

From house moval 09

My Grandma have model-ing potential

My O level books which I thought I needed them for JC life...

Stuffed toys...weird eh. All given away already. HAHA. If any of these are from any of you. So sorry about giving them away. This is why I often ask people not to give my stuffed toys for my birthday =)

FURNITURE GONE!!!!

Model-ish. Bet she got it from my grandma.

Familiar? PAGERS!!!
Credits to my Grandma the "ga-rang guni". Actually this picture is taken at the new place. But because I just needed to show this pager so badly that I put it up here.

To be continued.......

Okay. So this is end of part 1.

2009-08-10T14:22:00.002+08:00

Once again, I've created my new post at somewhere else. This time it's at Xanga.
Click here to view the post.

Xanga is quite good i guess. Upload pictures really well just a bit slow. But the layout and stuff is a bit messy....

2009-08-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

New post here
and NO, that is not my new blog. I have not changed my blog yet. Just trying out the different platforms.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

2009-08-05T17:14:00.002+08:00

WOW.
I just realized that I have an account for almost everything there is on the internet.

Blogger
Wordpress
Live Journal
Xanga

Facebook
Friendster
Twitter
Tagged
MySpace

MSN
oovoo
skype

hotmail
gmail
yahoo

YouTube
Veoh
Crunchy Roll

Gunbound
Maple Story
Audition
Viwawa

.
.
.

There is definitely more to the list but i guess these are the more common ones. The ones in BOLD are the only ones that I use often. HAHA

The amazing thing is that I can remember my user and password for all of them. Well, not at one try of course. This is mainly because I alternate around the same few user names and password.

Maybe I should consider blogging on all the different platforms and see which one is the best for me. Well, no time for that anyway...

I'm rotting at home for the past 3 days. I.WANT.TO.GO.BACK.TO.SCHOOL!!!
But that will mean more work work and work. Well, at least I'm not rotting. Can't understand how some people can just stay at home the whole day and do nothing. (yes sis. Don't comment about this TYVM)

Have to get my studying momentum because there is only 7 and the half weeks left before promos. 1 week or more (max. 2 weeks) will be taken up because I'm moving and I have to be busy packing and un-packing. SUCKS.
Hope the new house turns out nice overall.

I think I'll wait till promos are over then I'll go shopping at IKEA with sis (or alone) to do up our room. Will just have a bed and a study table for 2 months. Sighs. Room will be in a big mess like what it is now.

2009-08-04T17:26:00.002+08:00

Down with a terrible cough plus a slight fever yesterday.
3 days MC.
Slept the whole day yesterday. Sucks. Didn't do anything.

Did inequalities today. Almost finished except for 4 questions that I don't know how to do.
Aim to finish thermal II by tonight.

I'm working very slowly. Hate it. No sense of accomplishment at all.

Aim to finish circular motion + functions + EOM by tomorrow, or at least get started on it.

Study econs!!!
I'm like so behind time for econs now. Don't even know where are we at. CRAP. And there is an assignment due next week.

Yes. It's a new month and I have to get my ass moving to study!!!

GGG!!!!
(I think only carissa and dawn will get this)

2009-07-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

Need to study for Math Lecture test. Sighs. I MUST PASS THIS ONE!!! Although I'm not very confident for that topic.

Roy Baby's 4th
&
CY's 22nd

tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Loves. =)
although Roy won't be reading this because he is only 4 and CY would probably not visit my blog.

2009-07-28T22:31:00.003+08:00

this is damm cute. HAHA
Actually bollywood movies are rather nice too. Love the way they dance. See, bollywood movies are not only about coconut trees.

Anyways, I'm starting to like sweets (hinthint. YT!!!)
but it's only going to be a short craze sort of thing. I'm going to get over it soon. SOON I promise. Or rather I hope *crosses fingers*

Yes. I know that I'm supposed to change my blog. Can't seem to find the time + mood to do so. Sighs

Anyway, aim for the month of August.
-> Spend only $2 on every weekday
-> Lose 1Kg
-> Use the comp only 2 hours a day
-> STUDY!!!!

I.MUST.PASS.PROMOS

2009-07-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

Considering if I should change my blog or not. I have my blog since 2004. Yea, that is very long time ago.

Well, a few days ago I was reading my past posts. Bring back my memories, stupid ones that is. Well, I was childish back then. An obnoxious attention seeker to many I presume. Especially during sec 1. Oh, who cares now. Everything is over and I think that I have changed. For the better I hope.

I will be most probably moving my blog to livejournal/wordpress, though I'll still keep this blog for old time's sake

=)

Harry potter wasn't as nice as I anticipated.

Had dinner with Ruyan just now. Talked about many things. Glad that I met up with her today.
We'll probably be holding our birthdays on the same day (not on actual day), considering the fact that our birthdays are on the same day. It'll be after promos of course. Just now sure if i'll be in the birthday celebration mood by the time promos end which will be a few weeks after my actual day.

SIGH, having you birthday in October kinda sucks. My 16th was busy mugging for O-Level, and my 18th will be busy mugging for A-Level (that is if I don't retain of course).

2009-07-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

I have to post this up. Or maybe i have already.
It looks so real right? Like as if it's 3D. Truth is, it's only a piece of flat cardboard!

This is a collection of picture that my mum did. From a toddler till primary 2 to be exact because I entered St.Margs in P2.
HAHA! I think looked damn cute la. But now look like a piece of shit.
Big difference as compared???

2009-07-16T17:03:00.002+08:00

I guess everyone will have periods in their life that may be very dark for them. Well, I had my share of that too.

Prominent events that I’ll remember for the rest of my life: Sec 1 and Sec 4. Maybe not so much of what happened in Sec 1 because I realise that it was all so childish but I know that I have changed a lot after it happened.

Now, there are still moments that I just feel like stop living. Not surprising.

I won't say that my faith in God is very strong. I feel guilty because it's only when at such times that I will think of God. I want to renew my relationship with him. I should take the first step again. Procrastination and other things that puling me away. I'm aware of it, but not doing anything about it.

My friends will think that I’m someone very cheerful and bubbly. Well, that’s just one side of me. I don’t really like to share my problems with people especially those that are personal.

However, there are just some times that you want to have someone there for you to speak to and just blabber on and on. Very seldom I get this chance. Yes, there was one such person. But I missed the chance. I don’t know why, don’t ask. Probably I just don’t want to affect those around me. Well, there are still of course people that I have told about the ‘problem’, but I acted like it didn’t matter anymore. It still does.

Been through many trials and tribulations, maybe this is why I am more matured. Well, definitely not in my appearance (especially height), but in terms of character, I am not afraid to say that I am more matured that most people. What worries me is that I may be reverting back to my old-self. I don’t know if this is just a mask that I am wearing or the real me. I can’t see the clear line. In life you just have to learn how to be plastic. Welcome to the real society.
Okay, I’ve side-tracked.

To my dear friend: Please just know that we will always be with you no matter what happens. This post is to let you know that I have had my problems before and I know how it feels like. If you need a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, or even a hug, just remember that you will always have us and you are not alone. If you don’t want to talk about it though, it’s perfectly fine. But I hope that our presence will make you feel loved.

2009-07-15T20:49:00.001+08:00

Thanks to GP lecture for making me want to watch les miserables. HAHA. I have heard of this musical many times, starting from the music that I got from Serene, to the music that the band played. Today, this video was shown during GP lecture and it made me want to watch it soooooo much!!!
the guys that are singing have a certain charisma and it made me go wow. Their voice is like sooooooo low and nice. I like =)

2009-07-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

yikes!!!
Sinful day today.

ate teriyaki chicken udon plus 500ml of soy milk during breafast/lunch
cup noodles for lunch/dinner
mcdonalds nuggets meal for dinner/supper

oh wells, i guess there are just some days when it's perfectly alright to eat a little more to pamper yourself.

GLEN!! YT!!!
I WANT TO EAT MANHATTAN!!!

2009-07-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

All these negativity in my mind has to GO AWAY!!!!

sighs.

I should stop taking cab.

I wasted $14 on it today. To and Fro.

~~$$$$$$$$$$~~

Chinese Oral on Thursday. So not prepared please....

2009-07-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

Sentosa with Carissa,Dawn and Serene yesterday. Never see S for like sooooooo long. HAHA.
More pictures up on facebook. HAHA
Didn't really spend a lot of time on the beach because of the sun and also too many people. Went to watch the 4D thing. It wasn't really worth $18. Took the luge. Went to vivo to eat lunch/tea at about 3 plus. We actually walked the vivo mart for about 10 minutes before finding 3 bottles of coke...

Can't wait for zoo/science center next. =)))

Well., MYEs are over... now to wait for the result.. -.-
sure fail all of it lor. Maybe except Math and Chinese. Sighs. Well, no one to blame except for myself

Anyway, after geog paper on friday, went to meet YT and Glen. HAHA. Thank God for them man. If not i'll have nothing to do after my last paper. They were so nice to go watch Transformers again because of me <3
Glen's bicycle is so cool. LOL

2009-07-01T01:57:00.003+08:00

o-m-g.

KIM HYUNG JOON = HOTNESS

Well, he only looks hot in this video though. HAHA. I canot really find alot of hot pictures of him.

Girl's Generation are damm cute la. I prefer their cute style to their 'sexy' style.

2NE1 is really nice too. Love their songs. Very special and something new. This is Fire. There is another song, lollipop, which is also very cool+cute. Girl Spunk YO!

of course, not forgetting AFTER SCHOOL. Too bad there isn't any nice videos of them that I can find. =((

note: I am not going into a k-pop frenzy. HAHA. I would even bother trying to find out their individual names. Too much already. Just take girls generation for example, there are 9 members (0.0) and super junior? 13 members!!! Plus, there are so many good groups in Korea. I think it'll be damm impossible for me to know+remember their names. I'll only go find out the names of the hot-er ones, like KIM HYUNG JOON!!!

okay.

sorry for the highness.

lala.

i'm bored.

it's 2.04 am now.

i'm supposed to be studying but i'm not.

someone just kill me pls.

2009-06-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

Love the current music on my blog. Our song - Taylor Swift.
I don't think this is a new song but it's damm nice. Taylor Swift's songs are nice =)
another one on my playlist is "teardrops on my guitar" also by her.
It time for me to change a blog skin btw. I don't have a domo-craze now.

3 more to go~~~

btw, my aunt was just telling me about how she gave birth to my cousin. It sounds damm disgusting + scary + painful. Kinda make me not want to have a child next time. She even wanted to me to go youtube and find a video of the process for her. I just passed her my comp and asked her to go find herself. *Shudders*

Being really random now. HAHA

1 DIGIT FOR ECONS!!! HURRY!!! HA-HA

2009-06-26T01:27:00.001+08:00

Sleepover at Carissa's House!!!

Well, there were too many pictures so i decided to do a photo collage.
I still have some pics in my camera but yet to upload them yet. HAHA
Note: these pictures were taken during the time frame of 3am-5am in the morning

Hope to have another sleepover soon!!!
SERENE!!! WE MISS YOU!!!

Anyway, we created this video for serene because we were missing her badly. Actually, videos. One is the silent "I love you". And another one is a message to her through facebook. For that one, we had 2 takes before we uploaded the final one.
The final one can be found in facebook.

This is take 2.

LOL.

Take 1 wasn't as funny.

2009-06-26T00:27:00.004+08:00

event no.2
Dawn's BBQ
went there after PW meeting. Studied for less than and hour then went to prepare alrd. HAHA
Carissa and i were practically slacking our asses off in the room la. hehe.
was great to meet up with all the 4/5 ppl =)))
pity tt jocelyn and mabel didn't come.

FLY CARISSA!

Green tea + Coke

Carissa's creation of my fav.drink

yay!

Jiawen

Cheryl

2009-06-26T00:13:00.005+08:00

WARNING
IMAGE HEAVY.

This proves something. I cannot study at home.
Anyway, things that happened last week.
16/6/09
went to east coast park with glen and yt. Cycled for almost 2 hours. Butt hurts like shit. Let the pics to the talking. Have more up on facebook though.

2009-06-18T14:22:00.002+08:00

Look like a normal set of mahjong tiles???

Look again!!!!

DAMM SMALL!!!!

These are like miniature mahjong tiles. HAHA. I know it's not really of a big deal, but the big deal is not of the tiles but of the board!!! It's quite small so can bring it around easily. But, it's VERY heavy. Plus, I saw another type of board on tuesday when walking around marina. It seems lighter though..

Random post. I'm just bored.

2009-06-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

busybusy week!!!!
and to think that just on Saturday night my week was supposed to be empty except for friday. HAHA

Today
Went to school, then went to J8. Had lunch with Geraldine, Clarence, Jun Feng, and Timothy. Went back to school again to study.

Tomorrow
East Coast with YT and Glen.

Wednesday
Study date (city hall -Marina) with Jyrms and collect class tee (queensway)

Thurs
Study date with Dawn, Carissa, and Serene.

Friday
Study date with SG 14 in the morning (city hall)
Dawn's BBQ in the afternoon

Sat
Going back to C.A.M
NWY concert??

Sun
Studying with Geraldine???
Sembawang Winds Concert [Suppoting Josiah and Felicia] (City Hall)

Aim -> Finish Math and Econs by this week!!!

I think i'll take a lot of pictures. Prolly upload them at the end of the week. HAHA.
And I'm going to city hall 3 times this week!!! 0.0

2009-06-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

iphone 3GS
or
Black Berry
or
HTC
or
Palm

2009-06-06T20:28:00.002+08:00

Have so many things to blog about. But once I see this page, I don't feel like writing anything at all.

So ANYWAYS, last week, from the 1st June to the 6th was the Pre-University Seminar. Held at NUS, PGP campus. Had quite a deal of fun with SG 14. Will miss them loads. Many thanks to the SLOs who made it so fun for us! Kenny, Janet and Fion.
Stayed in rooms in the PGP (prince george's par) residence. It was a nice small little place where you have your own bed, study table, and cupboard. Except that the weather sucked and there was no air-con.
Met people like Jasmine, Fiona, and Nathalie Ng there. There is also this someone that I know that was there but don't want to go up to her. I wonder if I did, what will her reaction be. HAHA.

Pictures in facebook. Will prolly upload it in picasa when I get more of them.

So, came back only yesterday. Went to eat sushi with sis and lionel. Thanks =)
oh! Did I mention that there is KOI cafe in AMK!? HAHA. Drank it yesterday...today also. FAT ME. But cannot resist the temptation. =D
Slept a lot yesterday. HAHA.

Woke up really early this morning to go to the airport. Reason being that my maid is going back to Indonesia and never coming back again.
='(
I cired buckloads at home and at the airport. I'll really miss her a lot like how I miss my previous maid who was with my for 10 years and this one is with me for 6 years. Really love her a lot. Those who have came to my house a few times should know why. She's just like a sister to me. Imagining someone so close to you leaving you forever. I know that we can still call each other and keep in touch, but it's different. It's inevitable that I'll cry. I will always remember the times that she's with me. Especially during that period of time last year. Those who cannot understand this, don't bother.

Wanted to watch a movie to lift up my spirits. Supposed to cath Hannah Montanna with my cousin Eileen...but because we left house late, we skipped it. Went to buy SIMS 3 instead!!! Well, temporary happiness, because the stupid game hangs after 7 mins into the game. DAMM IT.

Yes, I'm half emo-ing now.

Sighs. So many things to do for the holidays.
1. Study for MYEs
2. Pack clothes (to throw)
3. Pack my school stuff (organise them)
4. Pack all other barangs
5. Exercise. I need to lose weight!!!

='(

2009-05-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

GP paper was quite okay. I'm planning to fail it anyway.
Went to watch Angels and Demon with Jyr Minn and Geraldine at PS after that. Wanted the 6.55 show but sold out. So had to watch the 9pm show. FIRST ROW.
The show was awesome! Thanks for Jyrms who explained it a little before the show started. If not, I'll be damm lost.
Uncle and Aunt sent me home after that.

I hate departures.
=(((

2009-05-24T23:12:00.004+08:00

Just remembered that I have this image. If you know how to play bridge, you'll find this cool. HAHA.

Then as you can see from the picture, LAOBEAR got the set RIGHT after that. almost instantaneously. HAHA.

dysin is me, which is the patner of the bidder (is this wad the person is called?)

so, it's 11 to 0!!!

HAHAHAHHHAHA

2009-05-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

this is abit late, but....... I PASSED MY 2.4!!!
HAHA. Special thanks to Dawn, Jyrm Minn, Xin Yu, Xin Yi, Zhi Yi and Christabel who encouraged me during the run. =)))
Passing 2.4 = no PT for the rest of the year = get to play games
YAY!!!!!

GP paper is on friday. I havent done anything yet.
I didn't really do anything during this weekend as well... Sighs...
I think I'll go to the library/MCs (mc-donalds) everyday after school to do my work or something for this week.

Class BBQ next Sun. Can't wait =))

2009-05-17T22:03:00.002+08:00

NAPFA yesterday. Did fairly well. Haha.

Have been watching the first few episodes of boys before flowers since yesterday.
Sighs. I love watching Korean dramas, but yet, hating it. Yikes. Can't explain the feeling. HAHA.
Makes you feel like there are such fantasies in real life when actually it does not exist. Makes you feel like you want a boyfriend that can treat you THAT well. HAHA.

Back to reality.........
2.4 tomorrow. Sian..that is probably the only thing that i'll fail. =((((
Plus, there is Physics test tomorrow.
Basically, i'm going to school for 2.4 and physics test. Then off we are to YCK stadium (or sports hall) to watch the volleyball finals.
ALL THE BEST!!!!

I'm caught in the middle... ...

2009-05-09T23:39:00.002+08:00

Went out with Glen and YT. Played billard for about 2 hours. Haha. Then went to eat LJS, walked to paradiz center to play lan.

Yes. I went to a lan shop for the first time in my life.
Well, not including the time in Genting when I had to go to a lan shop in the hotel there to get some band matters done, and that time in Jericho when we played CS.

Played left 4 dead. Cool game though. Combination of CS and house of the dead. Haha. Sadly, the lan shop was super dark and noisy...
Everyone is talking abt L4D now. Even my sister played it. Can you believe it?!

Walked to raffles place after that. Had 'supper'. Talked to them about some things which I thought that I'll never tell them. Haha. I did it not to gain sympathy or anything like that...guess it just kinda slipped out or cause I just had to urge to tell someone. Plus, they are people whom I can trust....

lalalalalalala. I'm high now. WAHAHAHAHHAHA.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
=)))))))

2009-05-09T11:08:00.002+08:00

SYF is finally over. We got a Gold. Don't really know whether to be happy or not... But considering the fact that the last part was quite messy, it's not bad that we got a Gold.
Shall not comment on other schools though. Sighs...

Going to miss the J2s. Even though I'm not as close to them as compared to the other J1s, but it was great getting to know them. =))

Missed school for 3 days. Had headache on wed, SYF was on thurs, had masterclass on fri. Now, it's back to reality. MUGG!!!!!!!
SIAN....

2009-05-02T22:08:00.002+08:00

Life's short.
A distant relative just passed away. My mum's cousin. Don't really know him but seen him before on special occasions. He's about his early 50s and just died. Accident while working. Don't know the details.

Just reminds us how short life is. You'll never know when you may just pass away. Sighs. Why am I so emo.

I'm going to start typing in non-sensical paragraphs again.

My diet has been really weird. Probably due to the tired-ness. Everytime when it comes to lunch/dinner, my mind will be just "sian..don't feel like eating..."
As a result, i lost about 2 kg. Not due to not eating only of course. I have been participating fully in PE lessons. Haha.
Funny thing is that with hardly any food in me, my stomach hurts and will feel like shitting, and really got shit. Lao Sai somemore. Haha. This is so out of point....but who cares...

Class outing yesterday with about half the class. Studied with JyrMinn and ZhiYi in the morning and went shopping. Played pool and watch movie.The movie, Horsemen (Not X-MEN), was quite nice. Nice storyline. Except that there were some scenes that are quite gross. NC16. Need a level of maturity if not you'll become like the characters in there. *Shudders*

Band exchanged with SAJC today! Got to see my beloved Yiwen. As well as other like lynn, ashley, wan sing, tengteng, phylis, grace, ...
Going to have another one on Monday and MUST take pictures!!! I miss Yiwen like crazy la. Haha. She always make us feel sooooo cold during band prac. Right YT?

I don't know what am I doing.
I'm just afraid that I can only comfirm my feelings after it's lost.
It happened before.
No DeJa Vu please.

See...I'm emo-ing.
SYF in just 5 more days.

Pictures up soon. Promise.
May not be here, but prolly in Facebook or Class Blog.

2009-04-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

Many things happened in the last week. I just can't write them down there.

I need a listening ear.. 2 more days...

SYF is on the 7th May. Just a mere 10 days away. Well, I can't help but feel that I've not done enough. I still can't get my running notes right, my articulation, and I still crack some notes.

Band has been hectic, so is school. I'm not happy with my PW grouping at all. Things happening around me just makes things worse.

Cheer up Carissa =)))

I'm moving house... soon.

I'm still not done with physics tutorial (Forces), PW GPP, GP notes, Math notes, Math Tutorial (MI), Econs notes. I do not know a shit about forces for Physics. Finalised MYE timetable is coming out tomorrow. Screwed.

I'm typing in weird paragraphing. It dosen't make sense at all. So messy. Just like the state that I'm in now.

STOP BEING SO EMO GLADYS SIN!

2009-04-16T22:36:00.001+08:00

Susan Boyle on Britains Got Talent 2009!! Incredible Voice!! @ Yahoo! Video

Lesson learnt: Never judge a book by it's cover.
SHOCK.
SUSAN BOYLE IS AWESOME!!!

Test

2009-04-15T22:39:00.001+08:00

This is to test blogging from my phone. Ignore. :)

2009-04-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

This is awesome. Not the music cause I cannot really hear anything because my comp sucks. But it shows how globalised the world is, and the power of the INTERNET!!! Specifically, youtube.

ENJOY!

2009-04-08T21:23:00.001+08:00

SMSB GOT GOLD FOR SYF 2009!!!
Haha. I'm going to put off the korea post by a few more days... haven't really have the time to blog. But, this is a must blog as my dear juniors got a GOLD!!!!!! WHEE!!!!
HAHA.

2009-03-29T13:32:00.003+08:00

continuing....

Day 4 (Monday)
Took a domestic flight back to Seoul.
Went to EVERLAND!!! The biggest theme park in Korea. That place was preety nice, but I think disneyland would be much better because their 'mascots' at everland was quite ugly. Haha. Still, it was quite cool there. Haha.
This was one of their workers there. Their costumes were so cool.

Rants

Uncertainty

Sick

Moving House Part 2

Moving House Part 1

Test

0929!

Mistakes

...

Sighs

Tiring Day

Surprise

Change

Pictures

Happy Day

Wasted Day

Henderson Waves + Christmas

Twilight

JMAF/BOLT/Pedicure

work, no more

Bored

Procrastination

Finally Over

Hot Shot

Galileo

lousy day

HSM3

Pollution

16

Last Day

Wasting money

Do me a favour

Garra rufa