Been so busy these few days. Yet, I don't feel that I've achieved anything. After all, I still have tons of homework not done.
1) Math tutorial 14b
2) Math tutorial 15
3) Math tutorial 16a
4) Physics tutorial [e-magnetism]
5) Econs essay (holiday assignment)
6) Econs essay (tutorial assignment)
and the list is never ending.
Have not even started studying for my J1 topics yet. Wonder how am I going to catch up. Sighs
Well, I think that there are certain things that we have to give up in life. You can't have the best of both worlds (though that Miley Cyrus song says so).
By the way, I had food poisoning last week. It was the worst experience EVER.
I went home on Tuesday after a full day of being out (tuition, movie, band...). Stomach was churning and felt nauseous while YT dad sent me home. Went home, diarrhea. And that whole night, I went to the toilet once every hour (on average). So technically, I didn't sleep at all. Vomited twice. This continued till about Friday and I was basically "sleeping" the entire day, only waking up to shit/vomit.
I only fully recovered on Saturday because the medicine that I took made me vomit (on thurs and fri). And I had to have tuition on Thursday so they came over to my place. Had to endure 2 hours of sitting there and trying to concentrate. Luckily my tutor was a nice person and understood how much discomfort I was in.
Conclusion - Wasted the whole of my holidays.
Like seriously man, having food poisoning is the worst thing that can ever happen. I would rather have a fever/cold/flu/sore throat ten times than get food poisoning/stomach flu once.
The hours that I have been on the computer is becoming lesser, which is good. I don't think I'll mind being a full time mugger/geek for the rest of the year. Well, there are only about 9 months left? Haha. Time really flies....
Went to watch Nodame Cantabile (the movie) with Jyrms just now before tuition. It was great! Made me feel proud to be part of band. It also made me feel that I should practice even harder for the concerts that are coming up.
SMSS Band Concert: Limelight SeriesEsplanade Concert Hall7th AprilHave to practice really hard for this because I don't wish to pull the band's reputation down. Only had a few practices and there are only left with 5 more before the concert. Feel so unprepared. Though the alumni are playing 2 simple pieces, but we will be playing 3 pieces that will be combined with the main band (sec 4s). Have to set a good example to the Juniors. Plus, its ESPLANADE. How many chances in a lifetime are you able to perform in esplanade????
NYJC Band ConcertVictorial Concert Hall28th MayThough its still quite some time away, but some of the pieces are really challenging. I'm kinda the worst player in my section so I have to practice more to match the standards of my section as well as the band. Have to train up my stamina as well because the repertoire is quite heavy.
There are still so many shows that I have yet to watch. But this can wait.
There are still so many things that I
want to do. But this can wait.
Just wait. Wait for 9 more months. Use this 9 months wisely and do not waste too much time on leisure. Occasional breaks are acceptable but not too often. You don't want to disappoint yourself or the people around you. Just wait. Just wait and bear with it. Just believe that it is possible. Look to God when you feel helpless and feel like giving up, for He will give you the strength to go on.
Baby,top. || 11:31 PM